I'm just sorry that I can no longer trust because now I too am untrustworthy....loving the wrong sort of person can do that to you. If there is such a thing as reincarnation, I'd like to be able to come back and even the score.  The sorrows of our lives are so often the result of shattered dreams. St Theresa said it best when she said that we suffer more for our answered prayers than for the unanswered ones. Be careful what you wish for.That is my best advice.