i know i tell you everyday, but i'm sorry. i tried so hard to make him see it my way. i know i'm wrong for letting him manipulate me, i swear i didn't want to go. i miss you, baby, i'm sorry. if i could have seen how it would end...we would have left and survived on our own, baby. i'm all alone now though. he didn't take care of me afterwards like he said he would, baby, he didn't even walk me in or carry my bags. he abandoned me, baby, just like i did you. it's been 12 weeks now, yet it seems like eternity. i've done some stupid things before, baby, but this is the mistake of my life. i will always think about you and wonder how things would be if i could have stood my ground and fought a little harder. i promise you, baby, if anything, never...never will i let another make a decision for me. i love you, baby. i'm sorry.